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10 February 2010, 15:00
HELLO .
I'LL BE BACK ! :PTakekaires all . ouh , my bestFRIEND's the best ;D Labels: hypocrites . 05 February 2010, 23:42
hais .
![]() sometimes people tend to say things they dont mean . bt once you've said it , you cant take it back . n sometymes people just tend to say the wrong things . lyke hym , he told me the things i didnt wanna hear . he told me what wasnt true . he told me , you know you can tell me everything . i was stunned , how could i tell hym everyting when 80% of my life is all because of him . how can i tell him . im so sad n frustrated because of hym . of course im touched that he made it a point to say that if i had anything to let off my chest or anything to say , he's always there . but if one day i were to let evryting out , im sure things would be awkward between us . so of course i just got to live the lie , n he is that lie . it hurts evrytime i lie to him bt i've got no choice . i cant tell hym anything else . i just wished that if one day he knew , he would understand me . the reason i gave something to him is because i know what im doing is wrong n i got to stop lying to myself n him . n what i gave him is to let him off once n for all . i promised i'd never get close to him again , i promised it would never be lyke last tyme , i promised his words wont affect me n his actions wont either . bt what he said left me speechless . altho i know its from a goodfriend , nt anything else , i was wishing . see how weak i am , just a few words from him and it could affect me badly . i just wished he knew bt i hope he doesnt know . i wanna tell him but im scared of what might happen . looking at him evryday just makes it worse . one thing to say : im gonna let him go bt im still supporting him in evrything that he does . he'll forever be my goodfriend , lyke he said he would . i did love youh , bt its got to stop . its hurting me badly , n im sad evry single day . yes i love youh , too bad you love her boy . this 6mths of being your goodfriend , it has left me nice memories . Labels: so this is how its gonna be ? 17:32
nice day , bad weather (:
![]() Heyy peeps . my day was okeh , except that im still hating the fact that im moving house , TOMORRRROW . hehs . went to skewl , me n yuyun . liyana lyke one crazy gerl , obsessed sial . she saw HYM tdy n was lyke , ANA ! tuh dyer . hahahs . pple inlove are lyke thys , she's a gd example eh :P so went in , i sat behind my class . cos i came in just in tyme , dhen lazy to rush to the front lah . aft evrythyng , went to class . POA ferst uh . wah , kena scolding sial . hahah , i supeh blur aedy duntknow what was balance sheet n transaction n nett profit n drawings n stock n evythyng(: so did some balance sheets uh , we all finding weixuan . duntknow where he go . bt they said he came , so i texted hym uh . asked whr he was , he didnt reply leh . forget it uh , dhen it was maths . as per usual , sucked . maths never didnt suck okeyh ? :D during math , while mr lee was talking outside , i called weixuan . didnt pick up leh . halfway weixuan came in , he told mr lee why he was late and went sat down . dhen he said to me , i wif HOD sial just now , dhen you go n call . hahah ! i said sorry leh . idk siall (: he actually went to write a statement , cos of arjun i tynk . wah , getting serious aedy lehs . so recess aft that , ate wif addam liyana atiqah raziman they all uh . haha . addam crap sial he ! very funny lorh just now (: dhen raziman very hyper , duntknow why . aft recess was f&n , scolding again . cos most of us came in damn late ! hehs , we were in the class actually , just sitting around for lyke 10mins . well , i saw that kitty was crying outside class . i went to ask her why uh . of course i wanna know , my BFF lehh . hehs . bt she didnt tell , i tynk class stuff uh . cant be boyf stuff lorh . hmm , i wish pple in my class could cheer up more . things aren't the end just cos some bad thing happened . i cant take it when my usual laughing buddies are upset . altho evryone sometymes have problems bt i wished they'd put in more effort n just smile . this goes to bestfriend too , hys been sad for 3days liao . i cant take it eh . he wouldnt tell me why , i respected hys privacy . bt somehow i know its bcos of what lah . when bad things happen , learnt to get by it . its not the end of your life just bcos it happens . its just a start of a new way to live . be happy for ur friends if not for urself . i cant help it that ure sad , cos i know i cant do anything about it . i hate it when i cant help . hais , whatever lah . i understand , i used to be lyke that anyway . so aft f&n was english , the teacher fcuking pissed off . i tynk my class thys year is the WORST ever class . haha , bt i love it (: so aft english was mt ! we did the compo test lah . n addam n me were fighting , he very irritating lehs . hahah . he go draw on my paper , bodow btol :P dhen mr suaidi said 'klau nk gado , gado pat luar . pahsal pat sini , saye nmpk' . abeyh ahsal siaa ? nyahaha . dhen all the way , very funny lah . wherever there's addam , its always funny (: so aft skewl , sat wif liyana atiqah alot more uh . dhen arnd 1.45 lydat , followed atiqah home dhen went to morthpoint . me liyana n atiqah , we took 812 . rch northpoint , i saw liyana's obsession ! i was lyke , yun ! tuh dyer . haha . liyana didnt saw hym lorh . too bad uhs . dhen we were infornt of 7-11 , discussing whether we shud pass by 'there' or nt . skali , saw weixuan . i waved n smiled at hym , haha ! dhen he came over , i saw hym holding hys phone . i lyke , eu got it back aedy ? he said yah . so yay ! hahah , told hym to text me later n said bye . dhen off to sushi deli , bought sushis ! omg , i lovee ebiko :D dhen went home , mum ask me go atm . went wif them n yuyun went hm ferst . aft that , it rained heavily . luckily me n atiqah had yuyun's umbrella . bt it was supeh windy n cold tawu ! hais . so went home wif much difficulty , sent atiqah to busstop n here i am (: so , will go off now . BYE TAKEKAIRES . [pple , pleaaaaaaaaaaaase . me n hym are nt together , we're goodfrens okaeyh ! hais , tk phm2 org2 nih . hahah .] [aww , i dunt wanna move house . i'll miss yishun . haha . n i shall miss having my friends to accompany me whenever im alone at hm . hais , wat a lyfe i have .] [they said HE is much BETTER than HYM . hahah ! idk ehh :P] Labels: i tynk im falling for you . 04 February 2010, 19:09
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hais , skewl was fun kay (: haha , weixuan CHEER UP LEHH :D i duntknow why , he very sad . even yesterday texted hym lyke half dead siall . seriously , hmpfs . nehmynd laah . so tests were okay . poa as usual , confusing . biology was okeh uh , serious . chemistry , didnt even do it eh , haha ! was canceled last minute cos the paper wasnt enuf for evryone . hehs . dhen assembly was funie n fun . got chinese opera siall , so cool n dramatic . nyahahahaha (: dhen our frenly match against wdl , well it suck . of course , most our players were ferst timers mahh . kid spark izal came to watch . nyahaa , still the same lah they all . (: we lost , of course . since sec1 , we played against them , we never lose before seh . nah , nehmind lah . so went home . n did i tell youh all im moving to marsiling ???? yeah , that part's the worst ever . i swear i hate the thot of it . im moving this saturday lehh , fcuk lah . i wished i could stay here , yishun . cos im so near to some of my goodfriends , lyke addam . n liyana is also considered near lah , one bus only . aww , n i still remember when no one was home , atleast there was someone to accompany me . bt looks lyke the next tyme , im gonna be alone lorh . so sad , i wished i can stay wif liyana ! lyke she suggested uh , hahah . hais . that's wishful thynking luh kanns . so currently mekas-ing , urgh . semue semangat nk pindah , akuh ajer tk . haha . BYE LAAAH KNRGS . takekairesss . [i alrdy made that decision , somehow i miss eu alot .] Labels: bodow uh kaw . 02 February 2010, 22:25
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hey guys ! today was great , came nearly late , lyke 30seconds earlier only ^^ dhen aft assembly was maths . haha , boredom siak . in the end played hang man wif shahrul (: aft tht was CDL , nuting much . got groupwork sial ! i hate group work lehh . serious shyt . it sucks lyke suck . dhen aft tht was english . go thru compre dhen mother tongue . dunt talk abowt it . dhen recess . sat wif liyana they all . n HAHA , raziman fell off hys chair . KELAKAR sioll ! nyahahaha (: tuh laa , PADAN MUKE . dhen aft recess was history . hmm , fyne uh . bestFriend kept calling me on the phone again . bodow ! hys batt gonna die soon still cn call . irritating taooo . hahah . dhen it was F&N , okay uh . my french fries rocks , too bad my mayonaise suck . kay , i cant cook . ADMITTED :P afiq's one the best siall . kimak , he will one day bcum a CHEF mann . haha . aft skewl went home . nt straightaway bt waeted for someone , SO LATE ! heh , change n went back skewl . so boring , serious . rch skewl , training . as per usual , tiring laa . ouh , our jersey PINK lehh . he he he . n behind got name again , Yay ! i put somethyng similar to kak farah n kak amirah . duntwant tell lorh :P i chose number 17 thys year(: cynta dgn tujuh belas . finish quite late lorh , 6.30 seyh . sat at skewl , till 6.50 i tynk . siakk , kene halau siol . heh ! dhen we went mcdonald's , saw mr hasrin ! wah , we were lyke so hyper . pple all around looking at us . dhen mr hasrin treat us to mcdonalds lorh (: he also sat wif us , dhen tell jokes . very funny kay ! i swear , very fun . went home at 8.10pm , tyred lorh . dhen currently studying seyh . social studies test tml , haiyoyoyoyo . so , BYEBYE . takekaires cyntas . ure attitude sucks , serious . cant get you outta my head lehh . Labels: wat a dayy . |

